The weekend is over and I feel like I need rest today. I think the gloomy weather is totally sapping me dry – along with everyone else. Zero energy. Ze-ro. Zero motivation. I just want to curl up under my desk and disappear today. Moods are weird. We’re affected by so much more than what we usually factor in. Lots of times people (including me) think that they’re feeling so “low” or whatever because something is wrong with them mentally, but really it’s just the weather, or something going on in their body, hormones, sickness, who knows. Mind/body/nature – all highly interrelated as far as I’m concerned. So much to factor in. Whatever…my point is that today I barely have the will to keep going.
The weekend was good. Did a bit more work on the house. I have taken people’s advice and have not painted the kitchen yet. Well, of course there are some people who think it should definitely be painted, so it would be more accurate to say I am taking the advice that translates into me doing less work. Cleaned the clean house and mowed the mowed lawn - again …have been doing a lot of that, which seems so futile. Normally, I DO NOT clean until things need to be cleaned, but hey – the house has to look good at all times right now. So it does. We had an open house on Sunday, and it was pretty slow. Had a few people wander through who really liked the place. Show us an offer people.
Yesterday was our 12th anniversary, so we went out for dinner with some friends also celebrating their anniversary. I’m probably so unmotivated today because I ate WAY too much and my body is just trying to work through all of the fat! Well, time to go fill my coffee cup to the rim again…surely coffee can help rescue this day from the land of blah.
