I don’t know really where to start, so I’ll just give you the bare bones details of life as I know it right now because that’s all I have energy for. Basically, our house sold on Saturday. We found out on Sunday that the deal on the house we were buying is no longer a deal because they got a higher offer. An offer higher than asking price and we’re not going there. So we’re homeless as of July 25. The other thing is that my dad had another heart attack (?) episode Friday night while mom and dad were in Lethbridge for some appointment and he is now in ICU in Lethbridge. Away from home, in a place my mom and dad don’t know. So, I flew to Lethbridge yesterday because I can’t handle being at home thinking about how awful that would be for my parents. Hospital stuff is stressful enough. Hospital stuff in a strange place with no one around you who you know is ridiculous. They really don’t know what’s going on with dad and so all we are doing is waiting. and waiting. and waiting. Seems to be a theme in many areas of my life and I’m about to lose it.
I’m tired.
And miserable.
I know it’s all going to be ok. In a month, hopefully less, this is all going to be over and it will just be a story.
So what am I thankful for? Ummm well, I think dad has a really fantastic doctor here and that’s great.
I need to go stare for a bit and then get back to the hospital.
Praying for you and your family.